Today, I'm feeling bad because you forgot me and I'm disappointed, you can't imagine. I'm feeling alone, in the dark and you stay away from me because you are afraid, I suppose. And you know what ? Me too. I'm afraid too, I'm afraid to never give up on you, to be close from you and I don't want this to be the last thing I'm feeling. But, now, you're not here. You told me you would send me a message friday night and I'm waiting for it for so long. You can't just disappear like this, you can't just tell yourself " oh, not my faute sorry if I'm hurting you but I can't do something for ya because you mean nothing to me ". No, you can't. Life is too complicated and you make things worse. You can't blame myself but you can blame yourself. Me ? I have nothing do to with this. I'm just a girl, feeling emotions and I think I'm this stupid girl who attaches, who stays close from people even when they hurt her.